Losing Grip

Without any impediment from a certain someone, obviously the foremost indulgence would come in the form of ALCO. Not alcohol, silly. Avril Lavigne’s ‘Complicated’ Opening. Barring the evident gender references, this is probably an apt initial video that illustrates the separation of my former frame of mind in respect to my approach to life in general, people in particular. As well as the fact that Avril is the ultimate hotness. =)

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say

I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care?
’Cause you weren't there when I was scared, I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
When you turn around can you recognize my face
You used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok

I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care?
’Cause you weren't there when I was scared, I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone

Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud

Open your eyes
Open up wide

Why should I care?
’Cause you weren't there when I was scared, I was so alone
Why should I care?
’Cause you weren't there when I was scared, I was so alone
Why should I care?
If you don't care then I don't care, we’re not going anywhere
Why should I care?
’Cause you weren't there when I was scared, I was so alone
Why should I care?
If you don't care then I don't care, we’re not going anywhere