Friday, May 04, 2007

The Final Resolution

That does it.

Despite the monetary bribery, I still hate my job.

It doesn’t help that the day didn’t start off too well I guess. I was stuck in a two hour meeting that turned into one long lecture where I was constantly used as the scapegoat. It was my fault, since the ‘consultant’ changed her mind AFTER I obtained her approval on my proposal.

So in return, as the title suggests, I am dedicating this blog to the procrastination of all my work.

For the benefit of those of you not in the know,

Cunctation - the act of procrastinating; putting off or delaying or deferring an action to a later time
Contraption - a device that is very useful for a particular job
Cunctation Contraption - an online journal of mindless ramblings for one to avoid work

Hence, this is the meaning of blogging to me. This is the direction I intend to take.

Just to pass the time away.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

The Subsequent Relief

To all my empathisers and sympathisers alike,

Pardon the double post of the day but kindly ignore the previous post.

Sure, I had to fend off the advances of a particular customer. (To all the busybodies out there, her identity will remain undisclosed lest I get myself sued for infringing the confidentiality contract that I signed. Bloody bureaucrats. I can say one thing though: she’s no where near a MILF);

Sure, I had to endure half an hour of the midday congestion each direction to see a client who didn’t have the courtesy to put in an appearance nor even conveyed a message to inform of the latest change in the end. And I had to do it alone;

Sure, I was asked to remain behind in the office after working hours and wait for the Big Boss in order for her to reject all of the latest progress of my current project and request a reversion to my initially declined proposals. And I’m not getting overtime pay;

But at least I’m contented now. I received my first pay-check today. =)

Now, all I need to worry about is what to do with this meagre sum. Sky’s the limit, right? As long as the sky doesn’t exceed my budget that is. Aside from fulfilling promises and meeting certain given obligations, I have the balance of the money to juggle with, hopefully wisely.

I know. I’ll invest.

I’m not sure what to invest in yet, but the huge huggable teddy bear sure looks promising…

The First Rant

I had an epiphany recently.
I hate my new job.
I have the lowest pay.
I have the longest hours.
I have the least sick leave.
I have the farthest commute.
I have the heaviest responsibilities.
I have the least psychology-related duties.
I have no interest in this line of business whatsoever.
I have no colleagues to compare notes with.
I am totally isolated from the rest.
I have no idea what I'm doing.
I have no personal time.
I have no future in this field, or at least it's too bleak.
I might not be able to do my masters, because it is too far.
I hate my job. And it has only been a mere three weeks.
I had an epiphany recently. But I have to persevere.